i currently always having dis tot..
i tink i hav lesser n lesser frens le..
i tink i hav changed le..
is like i tink some of my frens start to distant away from me le..
is like when i nd a listening ear..
i really dun noe where n who to turn to..
am i getting autism?
i tink im getting it..
-.-
haix..
i start to realise tat i actually dun really bother to maintain de relationship sia..
wat's wrong wid me ar?
they msg me..
dependent on my mood if i wan to reply anot..
im such a bad fren.. i noe..
but den still my msg limit explodes everyday..
i dun noe y.. -.-
great.. i dun even noe wat im talking rite now..
i tink im starting to talk in a v boring manner le..
ppl listen to me will tend to get real bored le..
or really since last time de way i talk alr boring le?
omg..
seems like im quite a failure ar?
my EQ is dropping le..
or has it been 0 since young?
haix..
am i tat fussy?
fussy till tat i like to argue even de smallest details wid my frens..
am i tat unreasonable?
am i tat low confidence in myself?
