SHE.HER.

Monday, March 19

hey!
long time nvr post anytink le..
hee..
aiya.. busy ma..
i noe i wk till 530 only..
but i come hm tired liao ma..
so left nt much energy lorx..
hmm.. mayb wkends i will try 2 post sm stuff la..
but muz c how 1st..
haix..
dis whole wk nd wake up early everyday le..
sianx..

n i keep on tinking of him still..
i tot i hav gotten over him?
haix..
i last thrus kenna a v v v bad scolding fr smone on phone lorx..
den i cried.. haix..
dun noe y cried lorx..
anywae.. long story..
when gt time den i say abt it..
after i kenna scolding de 1st person i tink of is him..
haix..

does tat mean anytink?
amelia tole me it means tat i still like him..
but another fren yun fang tole me..
im juz looking 4 smone 4 comfort n
y did i 1st tink of him is bcos it's been hanging at
de back of mind..
anytink tat happen 2 me i will wanna share wid him..
tinking of him will make me feel beta..

BUT..
tinking of him doesnt make me feel beta..
it makes me feel worser..
haix..

juz sm random tots..
i wonder if tat day after i kenna scolding n i call him while im crying..
will he comfort me or even pick up de phone?
hmm.. tink i beta dun tink so much ba..

gotta go slp le..
or else tmr gt big panda eyes le!!
it seems tat i really like blue n purple ar? hahas..

Friday, March 9

hmm.. today isnt tat scary as wat i tot i will experience lorx..
hee..
but my collegue say mon might b worser than yest..
hmm..
prepare meself 2 b on de tip most alert lorx..

i tink i will update tmr or sun lorx..
nd 2 go slp.. tmr nd wake up early too..
oh ya.. sun i dun nd wake up early le..
hee.. yoga class restarts next wk..
dun noe y too..

so today shall b a short post ba..
i go watch tv le..
muahahahahaha.. (=

Thursday, March 8

hmm.. yea..
hee.. i did update today ar?
as wat i had said yest..

hmm.. my 1st day of wk..
wa.. tell u ar.. i tink i sort of panic sia..
when there's so many ppl coming 2 u at de same time asking 4 help..
tell me la.. when de telephone has 2 lines coming in..
den there's visitors.. n plus de courier nd u 2 sign n stamp de co's stamp..
will u panic if u doesnt hav any experience of it?

n dun noe y my legs will ache tat much when i din really stand much lorx..
stupid la..
argh..
wonder how it will b like tmr..
my collegue will hav meeting fr 10am onwards..
till dun noe when la..
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..
phone calls i tink i can handle la..
couriers i tink i can handle la..
sm of de users i tink i can handle la..
but de prob is tat co has alot of foreigners la..
n their accent smtimes i really cant catch it lorx..
haix.. hope tat when de ang mohs nd help..
my collegue will b there lorx..

hmm.. let's hope tat tmr will b a beta day ba..
hmm.. i shall b keep telling myself tat..
i will nt panic when i cant handle anytink..

i shall concentrate on wat de person says on de phone..
if they say too fast.. i shall ask them 2 repeat it slowly..
hee.. tat might settle de prob..
but hor.. i scared they wan me 2 issue de permanent pass or smth..
cos i dun even noe how 2 issue lorx..
i tink tat one my collegue will settle ba..
oh ya.. muz muz muz rmb de most impt tink (abt de phone de)

n muz greet good morning/afternn/evening
n nt hello..
cos i dun wanna get scolding..
zzzzzzzzzzzzz..
juz hope i wont get sore throat la..
i tink my throat abit weird today at de co..

oh ya.. shld i cut nails today or tmr?
hmm.. tink i shall go cut now..
cos tmr i gotta teach tuition again instead of sat..
cos i gt course on sat..
gotta wake up early again!
haix..
sun oso nd 2 wake up early..
cos gt yoga class..
haiyo.. i dun tink will get up late these few wks la..
sianx..
nvm.. early birds get 2 eat beta worms rite?
hahas..
i tink liddat i can train meself 2 hav gd habits of slping n waking up early lorx..
nt like last time..
slp damn late.. den nd wake up early..
den go sch oso no energy lorx..

i seem quite lo saw (long-winded) today hor?
dun noe y lei..
hahas..
suddenly in my mind there's alot of tink 2 say lorx..
so juz type down lorx..
since i cant find anybody 2 talk 2..
hee.. i tink i stop here le..
gotta go slp soon..
if nt might feel tired tmr lorx..
update more tmr? hahas..
c 1st ba.. (:

TMR WILL B A BETA DAY!!
tat will b wat i will tell meself everyday.. yea!

Wednesday, March 7

woohoo!!
i finally found a job le..
dun nd 2 hear my mum de nag every morning..
asking me 2 wake up 2 find jobs lorx..
zzzz..

when i heard my frens all seem 2 hav job..
den i feel kind of useless lorx..
wahahaha.. finally can feel more useful.. lol..

hmm.. i wonder how's my 1st day of wk lorx..
tmr i den update more okie?
nd 2 slp early..
wk start at 830 lorx..
tink nd wake up at 6 or 630 lorx..
so long nvr wake up tat early liao lei.. hahas..
okie.. gtg.. bye..
i noe i v long nvr update le.. sorry la..
no time ma cos im watching hana kimi (aka hua yang shao nian shao nu)
(:
okie la.. update more tmr.. n i love wu zun!!!
really wan 2 xue rui xi say quan i love u!!!
hahas..
oh ya.. i tink im gg 2 change blogskins too ba..
c how 1st.. bye~