im been busy n lazy..
tat's y i din blog somemore..
but today smth happens..
n it makes me tink real alot..
good frens cant b good project mates..
seriously it's true la..
dun wan to further explain wat exactly happen..
say liao oso frustrated..
haix..
wat happen today actually makes me tink..
issit bcos of me everytink happens?
mayb if in de 1st place i shldnt hav join their grp?
den everytink tat happened recently wont happen?
will they b happier if im nt there?
will fadilah nt get so fed up n argue wid me if only im nt in their grp?
will hayaty n fadilah's relationship get tat tensed up if only i din make de decision to choose tat topic?
after so much of tinking..
i really afraid tat fadilah, hayaty, siti, hairin, sheetal or huiyi will hav tat tot of 'if only sabrina din join our grp at 1st nth will happen..'
if i din join their grp..
they will hav 6 ppl..
den there will nt b odd-one-out cos of odd number of ppl..
den no one will b left alone walking when we all r together..
i guess dis tinking will get scolding fr huiyi de..
sometimes i still hav tat tot.. even though i noe they dun mind..
but still im feeling insecure..
all those tots..
de ultimate cause is me feeling insecure..
shit la.. i shld get dis stupid negative characteristics inside me to outside n into rubbish dump..
haix..
all well.. me being scared makes me sad..
haixxxxxxxxxxxxxx..
issit bcos...............
i start to tink again..
alot alot..
okie.. i dun tink whoever reads can understand ba..
