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Monday, November 27

i tink dis post will b a quick one ba..
cos it's oredi 2 plus in de morning liao..


oh man..
tmr still nd wake up early liao..
u all might c dead coprse walking arund ba..
dun fear..
it's me la..
it's nt dead coprse..
im still living n kicking..


i still wan 2 tink of him de lorx..
was telling my fren tat she shld nt compare herself wid others..
cos everyone is unique n special..
u might find sm1 tat resembles u..
but u cant possibly find sm1 tat will hav de same actions n tinking as u ma..
so hueva u r..
dun b sad.. dun get too depressed till
i nd go visit u in imh in jan hor..


cos my psychology requires us 2 make a trip down 2 imh 2 visit ma..
im visiting there.. nt gg there..
mayb i might go there..
hahas..
i noe smbody might tinking im hua chi(gg kuku over smbody)
but wat 2 do?
im in dis bottomless valley le..
haix..


i tink i stop blogging liao la..
gotta 2 catch my Zzzs..
nite..
end wid tots of de moment ba.. hee..
tots of de moment: hope my mum get well soon!! =)
Saturday, November 25

smbody scold me or wake me up..
plz..


i seriously nd smbody 2 scold me n wake me up..
if nt.. i really dun noe how am i gg 2 finish my wk lorx..
today when i sit down n do my wk..
i feel so sianz..
so since 1040 liddat..
i hav been slacking till now..
i dun noe how 2 make meself get into action lorx..


i noe tat im gg 2 hav nt enough time 2 finish my wk..
my revision.. since exam's coming..
my project..
how am i gg 2 cope?
n plus de sad gotten out when i tink of him..


did i say he's asking me 2 go n find him..
during our sch de open house?
i v scared when i go find him..
i might c alot of girls flocking arund him..
if i c tat..
i might juz break down or wan 2 faster run away fr there..
even if he saw me n calling me lorx..


tat muz a damn funny n embarrassing scene ba..
i tink i will juz quietly slip away..
den if he saw me..
i tink i will juz say hi or smth..
unless he strike up a conversation or smth lorx..


den i tole my fren abt his nick..
den she seriously tink he's gg 2 b knight lorx..
den she tease me..
saying tat he's my knight in shiny amour..
i hope so la.. hee.. =P


i guess im really losing marbles..
according to amelia la..(cos i was gg kuku when i tok 2 her..)
was talking 2 her on phone yest nite..
for abt 1 hr plus lorx..
den today kena scolded by my mum 4 nt slping early..

so today when i came back hm fr my mum's appointment..
i went 2 slp 4 3 hrs liddat..
den after waking up..
i gt no mood 2 do wk le..
i nd sm1 2 scold n wake me up lorx..
act.. i nt only no mood 2 do wk..
but i gt no mood 2 do anytink lorx..
wat's wrong wid me???


but hor de fa tut seriously has tons n tons of qn lorx..
cos my tutor has made de optional qns to compulsory..
so as 2 earn de participation marks.. i guess..
if nt 4 de optional qns.. i only hav 2 do 6 qn...
now i gotta do 9 qns!!!
n de qns r nt short at all lorx..
argh..


but i tink de tutor wans us 2 pratice lorx..
i shall go do it after i blog finish ba..
soon i tink...


oh ya.. my fren says tat purple is colour of depression..
really meh?
den liddat i since young depressed till now liao lorx..
purple has been my favourite since young lorx..


den still gt amelia saying tat purple is de colour 4 gay..
cos i tole her tat de look alike is wearing purple on friday..
hmm.. ppl muz b wondering..
wat look alike is she toking abt..


okie.. there's dis guy tat i suddenly realise tat he sort of resemble him lorx..
but hor i v scared tat is my eyes n my mind playing tricks on me lorx..
i hope nt la..
if i tink im really gg kuku over him( i mean de real 1)
okie.. as i was saying abt de look alike..
since i find out abt tat..
so i tole my fren abt lookalike..


juz when i was telling them..
1 guy fr my class overheard..
i guess i speak too loud ar.. =P
dun noe is coindence or wat..
tat classmate knew tat lookalike..
so fr den my classmate keep teasing me abt de lookalike lorx..
bcos of tat lookalike n him..
i was bullied on fri.. =(
sob sob..
my project grp n tat classmate keep teasing me abt him, de lookalike n tat malay guy lorx..
sian la..
they really gt nth 2 do lorx..
keep making me their source of happiness lorx..



okie la..
i gt 2 stop blogging le..
gotta do fa tut!
shall end wid tots of de moment..
die la.. tat malay guy is online le..
tots of de moment: oh man.. i nd sm1 2 'push' me 2 do wk lorx..
Wednesday, November 22

im in sch lab now..
suppose 2 disucss project..
but we cant decide on de forms of bullying..
so wait till de other 2 members come den decide..


so now i shall blog lorx..
hahas..
haiya..
my fren is out 2 make me jealous lorx..
argh..
she tole she saw him yest at sch..
haix..
i noe she n him de sch is same building..
so if she c him nth's surprising..
but still.. haix..
y nt me c him lorx..
even if c him i tink i get tongue-tied lorx..


shant spoil my mood bcos of my fren saw him..
im finally gg 2 gym le..
juz hope on fri wont hav anytink cropped up lorx..

today nd 2 accompany my fren 2 a talk..
fr 6-7 lorx..
juz hope de talk can finish earlier or smth..

de sch colour ink printer print damn slow sia..
even de tortoise can move faster than de printer lorx..

i tink i gt stop blogging 1st..
tonite i will blog sm more!
tots of de moment: i nd a long long long slp!
Monday, November 20

hee.. pai seh sia..
hasnt been blogging since de past 2 days..


cos my house suddenly gt 2 little kids staying over..
cos their mum went 2 china 2 visit their dad
hu's wking over there lorx..
act they still gt 2 other siblings de..
but imagine a house wid so many kids..
i tink my mum will go crazy taking care of them when they all ended in a fight wid each other lorx..
i noe tat me n my bro suppose 2 help..
but i gt so many tuts nd 2 do..


den bcos of them staying over so last 2 days im been slpaing earlier than usual lorx..
so now as usual im staying up late..
cos i wan 2 try finish most part of my fa tut..
den can mmet lihua, my godsis..
4 a jog!
nt tat i will keep jogging or wat la..
but it's been a long time since i exercise liao.. hee..
i tink since juz b4 e last sem de exam ba..


i tink im gg 2 ask my 'gym gang' 2 continue 2 go gym fr dis fri onwards ba..
yea! miss de times when i go gym wid them..
they r esther, amrita, nina n yun fang..
i knew yun fang n nina thru squash..
den amrita thru esther n nina..
den esther is my sec 1, 2, 3 & 4 classmate!(hee..)
eh.. wait.. de last time i went gym is de 3rd wk of holiday la..
wich is de 18 of sep wk lorx..
after tat wanted 2 go again..
but still cant.. haix..
u noe wat happen?


i fell sick.. boo!!!
i gt cough, flu, sore throat lorx..
all thanks to de kids in childcare lorx..
where i wk during holiday la..
even though i wk there abt 1 mth liddat only..
gt lots of memories there..
i cried there.. i noe is kind of awkward la.. but cant control ma..
i fought wid them..
i played wid them..
i had fun wid them..
i teased them..
they tease me..
they bully me..
nt fair rite? they all ganged up n bully me lorx..
but still i won.. cos im de cher.. hahas..
using my authority.. =P
but oso manage 2 get a few really a few kids 2 stay n take shots wid them..
i noe i look sort of retard in de pic..
but i wan 2 make their impressions of me as fun n cheerful cher n nt fierce cher..
lyk 1 of de p5 girl.. she call me as xiong ba ba de lao shi..
i had 2 b fierce smtimes ma..
if nt ltr they get too noisy..
i might lose my job or smth lorx..
hahas.. last 2 days over there seems 2 b de funest ba..
(is there a word called funest ar?)
cos i had a p4 class on de last 2nd day..
den they all finish their wk liao.. so i let them relax abit..
n they play de zhong ji mi ma..
is a game where smbody tot of a no. den ppl will take turns..
n guess a no. if tat person suay suay.. gt tat no.
den he/she will hav 2 do a forfeit lorx..
so 1 of them suay..
but she dun noe wat 2 do..
den ask me 4 help..

guess wat i ask her 2 do?
hahas..
chicky dance!
hahas..
but me oso suay la..
cos tat student dun noe how 2 do ma..
so sort of force me 2 go up n do together wid her lorx..
den dun noe y tat day seems so sporting..
juz go up n pull her together n start doing it lorx..
after doing it..
de whole class was erupting wid lots n lots of laughter lorx..
great!
i love making ppl laugh.. nt as in making meself a clown or wat la..


omg.. i write a post tat's de longest since i started blogging ba..
gotta stop le..
if nt tmr, my frens really will c a real panda walking towards them ba..
hahas..
shall end wid tots of de moment again!
tots of de moment: shld i continue doing my nails anot? & him!!! =P
Friday, November 17

wat's de feeling when u r alone in crowded places?
i dun lyk tat feeling..
act i hate it la..
really really dun lyk 2 b alone..
everytime when i was wid frens..
den i tot of being alone..
is nt tat scary..


but when im really alone..
tat was when i really taste wat's being alone..
it seems tat u r a loner..
u gt no frens.. no life.. no everytink lorx..
damn scary d lorx..


mayb us bcos if my horoscope sign..
so i cant stand being alone?
or wat?


issit really okie 2 b alone in crowded place??
i dun tink so lei..
wat u tink?


gotta end here..
nd slp badly..
tots of de moment: him!! =)
Thursday, November 16

i dun noe wat shld i say lorx..
im juz happy la..
lalalala..
lalalala..


was talking to him online yest..
n he ask me if i gt help out in our sch de open house anot..
i say din..
den he lyk abit disappointed..
but i din realise den..
den ltr he say..
i can mayb stay awhile in sch walking thru de open house tink..
or go 2 sch of it n find him lorx(he tole me tat sia!!)
i din noe wat he mean until i sort of tell my fren abt de open house tink lorx..
happy la..
i tink im gg kuku again liao..
all bcos of him..
hahas.. :P


today (wed i mean)dun noe y so hyper lorx..
i 1st time since sch started had nvr walk so fast b4 w/o my fren asking me to lorx..
hahas..
den i keep disturbing ppl during de lecture..
den my fren.. act is alot of them la..
keep disturbing me abt tat malay guy la..
den they anyhow pass msg saying i love him.. omg lorx..
den tat malay guy oso so thick skin..
reply 2 them saying tat he love me too..
SIAO AR!!
he dun wan 2 live liao.. issit?


i noe my frens r all being childish la..
but wat 2 do?
i cant possible go up 2 them n stuff sm stuffs inside their mouth 2 shut them up rite?
den worse..
cos my ob project..
me n my 2 other frens do wid him n 2 other malay guys..
so in de project..
they all suggest tat we break into pair n find de ways..
cos we nd 2 find 3 ways 4 trying 2 stop de bullying 2 happen lorx..
so my 2 frens pair themselves..
den de other 2 malay guys pair themselves up too..
so left me n him lorx..
sianx..
den after pairing themselves up liao..
u noe wat they tole me?!?!
they say they all agree wid de pairing up lorx..
n tink in de same way abt de pairing lorx..
(p.s. all de while during de grp discussion he was nt there.. cos he din noe there's a discussion lorx.. argh..)
since they oredi spell it out liao.. wat can i say..
haix..
wat a day..


when de lecture tink happen..
i really hope tat my he was there..
trying 2 protect me or smth..
but if he was there..
i dun tink he will do tat..
he will juz laugh at me ba..
argh..

juz hope tmr.. i mean thrus.. today..
will b a beta day!!
okie.. beta go slp le..
if nt mum will scold de..
shall end off wid de tots of de moment!!
my tots of de moment: i wonder if anyone is curious 2 noe wat's de name of my he.. nt tat malay guy la.. lol.. im nt being racist here.. n im hungry now..
Wednesday, November 15

i guess it's oredi a habit 2 slp late lorx..
gotta change tat habit..
oso gotta change de habit of muz hav comp switch on in front of me when im doing tut..
muz change la..


tell u ar..
today(act yest, nov 14) is my most most most most suay day i eva hav lorx..
1st in my tut class..
sm malay guy sitting beside anyhow say tat he's my bf lorx..
n plus he has gf oredi lorx..
i den dun wan kena beaten up by de gf lorx..
i oso dun wan 2 b bf snatcher lorx..
n + i dun even lyk him more than a fren lorx..


so nvm abt tat..
de most most most suay tink had happen to me..
i sort of fall down when i was walking down de lt stairs..
is lyk i fall down w/o making any noise..
everybody wont even notice tat smbody fall down..


but stupid me..
when i was falling down.. wa..
i let out a damn high-pitch de scream n "plot"
down i go..
n i was in de position where my fren describe as
"kneeling down n proposing to smbody lorx"
n suay suay.. tat person tat was next to me when i fell..
is tat guy hu in de tut class embarrass me de lorx..

when i fell..
my mind was *blank*
n i still can hear abit of wat my fren say..
they were all gg lyk"sabrina.. u okie anot?"
"sabrina.. dun cry lei.."

den i suddenly lyk juz day-dream finish n
say tat im okie.. n i wont cry.. (i really wonder tat did i say tat.. or i was imaging myself saying tat)
den okie.. i trying 2 act cool 2 go down n sign de attendance list..
wich was lyk de other side of de lt lorx..
tat cher v wat lorx..
P06 n P05 was sitting at de right hand side of lt n he put de list at de left side of de lt lorx..
den 4 P01 n P02 is vice versa lorx..
den when i was walking 2 de attendance list..
tat cher went after me..
asking me okie anot..
expect me 2 tell him im nt okie..
im damn embarrassed now..
n my leg is hurting..
n i juz wan 2 dig a hole n bury myself.. issit? lol..
but still i tole him im fine..


but still after tat lecture still gt another lecture lorx..
bullshit tat zahid..
on purpose say damn loud inside de lt
telling me..
"sabrina, walk properly hor.. dun fall down again hor.."
bullshit him la..
i oredi trying 2 clear my memory of tat liao..
still wan 2 rub salt on wound lorx..
ARGH!!!


oh man.. ltr still nd 2 do project wid him lorx..
surely suan me de lorx..
oh plz.. as if im nt badly hurt liao..

oh great.. me left leg now is numb sia..
dun noe wat happen to it sia..


he faster reply me lei..
juz now talk 2 him..
till now haven reply lorx..
idiot..
but he juz now ask me 2 find him during our open house..
cos he wan show me smth.. (wierd huh?)
hahas.. but still he talks to me rite?

i tink i beta stop typing ba..
if nt dun nd slp le..
okie..
here's my tots of de moment:
hope tat bad luck wont pester me anymore.. plz.. mr nice bad luck..
since u r nice.. go n pester smbody else.. cos they nd sm1 nice 2 pester them..
i gt nice ppl arund me le.. :P
Tuesday, November 14

im so bushed sia..
so dis post gg 2 b short n sweet i tink..


i finish fa tut finally..
n i finish a movie lorx..
it's called bring it on: all or nth..

i dun wan 2 go into details abt it..
mayb de next post or smth la..

today was okie ba..
went out wid amelia..
n saw alot of familar faces..
1st on de bus i saw mr chia..
den when we were walking along de shops at east link..
i saw my student.. act is ex-student..
after tat.. on de way 2 tm..
saw maggie![she's still laughing de same way as b4.. miss her! :'(]
ltr.. amelia saw her fren.. hu i dun noe la..
lastly.. i saw jacinth n ai ping lorx..
tell u ar..
de moment i saw ai ping i really cant stop laughing lorx..
dun noe y too..
so they were asking amelia smth..
but i was staring at ai ping.. n started laughing de moment she start talking..
hahas..
ppl arund there muz b tinking tat i muz b mad liao lorx..
keep laughing non-stop..
but really la..
i din get laugh so madly since i graduate fr sec sch?

i miss sec sch life sia!!!
really la..
as ppl say sec sch life will b de best time of their sch life lorx..
i tink it's really true..[ sm ppl will go *shake head*]
but it's nt applicable 2 sm ppl la..[sm ppl muz b nodding their head]


i dun care la..
sec sch life is best time! esp de sec 3 n 4 life..
even though there's alot of test n all tat..
but i feel so belonged n united over there..
statement of 3a(04)/4a(05)
"small beginnings, GREAT endings.."
i miss them!!

oh ya.. i did say short n sweet post rite?
pai seh la..
okie.. end off wid..
tots of de moment: im bushed, missing my 3a/4a times n him! haix..
Monday, November 13

hmm.. wat shall i blog on today lei?
i really gt no idea sia..

let me tink.. tink.. tink..
okie..
juz posted de journal entries to my project de general ledger..
den realise i dun noe how to lorx.. i tink..
but since it's nt de way wich we normaly do lorx..
so nt used to..
gotta ask my fren tmr..
but still i tink i posted correctly ba..
hope so ba..

i seriously tink tat im gg 2 get sore throat or smth lorx..
these few days dun noe wat happen 2 me lorx..
keep slping damn late lorx..
den drinking too little water..
den now i tink smth wrong wid my body..
is aching here n there.. n pain here n there lorx..

dun care la.. i act did smth silly sia..
cos i wanted 2 noe if he noes i gt a blog.. or did he even read my blog anot lorx..
so i talk to him online..
i noe he doesnt read blog..
but i scared tat he busybody wan 2 read my blog..
den i die la..
almost de whole blog's talking abt him lorx..
haix..
juz hope he wont hav de time 2 come n read my blog lorx..


wat i did is really silly rite?
juz went up 2 him n if he read my blog anot?
i muz b kuku le..
or muz b my frens all pass de siao virus 2 me..
or issit bcos im oredi siao le?

wa.. sianx..
tmr's tut starts at 9am sia..
smmore is mbs tut..
de most sian tut i tink..
oh ya.. nd 2 double check if i really do finish my access hw liao ma..
if nt.. tmr tat tutor check tat time n i nvr finish..
she's gonna minus a small pt of participation marks..
(cos she count dun noe how many small pts to make a big pt, wich is 1)

i tink i beta go slp le..
if nt tmr my frens will really c a v big black ring arund my eye le..
will blog in more tmr.. bye..

my tots of de moment:
i juz wan 2 b pampered n loved by him..
Saturday, November 11

omg.. dis is so true abt me lorx..
esp de note part.. hahas..
n i enjoy sour treats.. :P

Your dominant element is wood.
The ancient Yin-Yang scholars saw wood types as true nature lovers--could you happily do without a TV?
Wood people are generally very driven, eager to be the best at whatever they do.
They just need to remember not to get too frustrated if things don't turn out exactly as planned... The nature of wood is embodied in a tree.
Wood encourages a tendency to aim high while at the same time keeping your feet firmly on the ground. Trees grow patiently. (am i patient? i highly doubt so lorx..)
The element of wood helps us to plan things in a logical and practical way.
Trees often try to outgrow each other to get the best light and to develop the strongest roots. The wood element therefore encourages a competitive attitude.
Natural environments inspire the positive qualities of wood. But the high buildings of a city can also stabilize the connection between the sky and the ground.
A windy climate is best for wood as it helps blow old leaves off the twigs and branches and stimulates new growth.
The color that is associated with wood is green. (but i like blue lei.. how come liddat ar?)
Wood types enjoy sour treats. (i luv it sia.. but im nt pregnant or smth la..)
NOTE: Wood types tend to be either tall like trees or short like bushes.
They often have strong eyebrows or a prominent jawline.

after reading tat esp de note part..
i seriously tink it's true sia..
okie.. im short la..
but do i hav strong eyebrows or a prominent jawline?

i tink love really really hurts..
when u luv tat person but tat person dun lyk u back..

i guess im a living eg..
i was reading a post of fren of mine..
quite true ar..
u r lucky if u lyk tat sm1 n tat sm1 oso lyk u back..
it's really easy 4 u 2 fall in luv wid smbody
but it's difficult 2 let de person noe u like him/her..
n when u say it le..
he/she might juz avoid u or
even worse reject u in ur face..


i guess i din really experience de extreme cases ba..
but still im hurt..
n i tink it hurts me badly..
n plus fr other past stuffs tat i tot wont hurt me..
all de hurting effects come 2 me now..
so im hurt lyk siao..
im badly injured..
at left side of my chest.. my heart..
i dun noe my heart is fragile or tiny or wateva..
but i noe it's trying 2 b tough..
n trying nt 2 b so fragile..


i was tinking..
if i hav made de right choice den..
2 tell him..
shld i hav juz secretly admire him fr sm hidden corners??
or issit bcos i did smth wrong b4 i tole him tat?
den scare him off or turn him off or smth else??
sm1 ans me wat did i do?
or prehaps tell me wat shld i do now?
shld i juz sit down n wait lyk an idiot..
waiting 4 sm miracles will happen..
den liddat i juz hope miracle do happen on me..


smtimes i juz feel tired sia..
tinking of all these stuffs..
lyk i gt nt enough of tinks 2 care n bother n worry abt lorx..
i nd smbody 2 save me fr dis ordeal..
it's v painful 4 me..
really v v v painful..
it's unbearable..


haix.. i guess i write till here ba..
write in smmore ltr in de day ba..
signing off..
Thursday, November 9

dun noe y im so tired dis 2 days lorx..
muz b chatting wid peeks till late at nite lorx..
haix..


now my mind seems nt 2 b wking lorx..
plus de weather now is damn nice 2 slp in de lorx..
plus juz now tat psycho tutor seems lyk making me getting my Zzz faster..
i really wanna get sm Zzz sia..

but gotta do de bus stats tut 1st..
smth 2 do wid maths..
so i guess i shld b abke 2 perk up by tat ba..

or i can motivate myself by cotinuing my show on youtube ltr..
de show im chionging now is acted by f4 de zaizai..
de title is SILENCE..
i watch tat show is nt bcos of zaizai
but juz 4 fun..
den when i start watching it le
i was hooked up le..
i really hope shen shen(female lead character)
will recover her voice n ask zaizai 4 his name lorx..

gtg.. bus stats here i come!
p.s. bus stats plz dun make me fall aslp hor.. hee.. thanks.. =P

i wanna complain ar!!
stupid comp..
even though it can wk..
but
it damn slow sia..
n
it keeps hanging n lagging on me lorx..

wheneva ppl wan 2 chat wid online..
sure hav de alert tink rite?
so when de alert tink starts blinking..
there goes my whole comp..
i culd juz sit now there n finish a bk while waiting 4 it 2 load finish..
dis situation oso happens wheneva i open up de microsoft word or ppt lorx..
damn sian de lorx..


i guess i juz hope tat at de end of dis yr i can get a lappie!!
den happy lyk siao le..
i tink my bro oso will b happy..
cos liddat 1stly i wont snatch de comp fr him
2ndly de comp might b more faster
cos if i transfer all my files 2 lappie den de comp might process more fster ba..
tat's wat my bro tink.. im nt sure if it's true anot..


today damn tired lorx..
it's a miracle tat i can tahan till dis time lorx..
i guess i will stop here..
n bed sweet bed(my fren invent dis phrase.. hahas..)
blog sm more tmr ba..
looking 4ward 2 fri n meet amelia!! woohoo!! :)
Tuesday, November 7

i wan 2 put music on my blog lei..
but i dun now how lei..
gotta figure it out smhow..


juz heard fr my psycho fren
we gg 2 do dental floss as de object of our psycho project..
i was.. huh? im using it every nite b4 i go 2 slp
n now im gg 2 focus on it 4 my project.. lol..


gt de urge 2 sing at kbox now again..
wa..
cant tahan le..
i tink i juz sing at hm wid my music switch on on de media player..
i wanna watch phua chu kang n mdm tan lei..
but my mum chase me in n do tut..
sianx..
gotta do lots of tuts n nd 2 copy notes fr my fren..

oh man.. i juz drop my bro's pencil..
2 times oredi!!
smmore roll till dun noe where lorx..
die la..
gotta find de pencil 1st..


let's c i gt wat tink nd 2 do..
ob(organisational behaviour) tut
psycho online quiz.. gt 2 lei..
copy bus stats notes..
bus stats tut
microecons tut..
fa(financial accounting) tut..
mbs(managing bus system) tut..
gotta type de journals to de softcopy form..
wa.. still gt..
de access hw..
n all de projects coming up..


sianx..
so many tinks 2 do..
tink ltr den type sm more ba..
gotta do my stuffs le..
bye!
Monday, November 6

oh man..
tmr's tut i haven finish yet lei..
but i dun feel doing it cos it's managing business system(mbs)
de next stage of computer system & applications (csa)
*i hate dis sub seriously*
*cos i dun understand wat de tutors n lecturers r toking abt n i always almost fell aslp in de lectures lorx*
wateva.. im gg 2 chiong it after writing dis post..
juz now tok 2 my buddy.. she's sad over him again..
haix..
den i tink abt myself..
oso none worser than her..
even though me n him gt tok..
but still haix..
i juz wan sm1 hu juz will put most of their time n heart on me lorx..



today he damn idiot sia..
act i wanted 2 make him jealous de..
but den ended he make me jealous instead
ARGH!!!

nvm abt him.. act wanted 2 typ finish dis post den go do tut de..
but my mum came 2 c wat im doing..
so i went 2 do finish my tut 1st lorx..
so now my tut's finally done..


today din really hav a gd slp cos my bro's running fever yest nite..
n plus my mum n dad nd go msia..
so my mum keep calling n check wid me abt his temp all tat..
n den she makes call at 7 plus 8 plus n 10 plus lorx..
liddat how i slp well lorx..
but ended i still slp till 10 plus.. hahas
eww.. de skin on my right foot de sole dried up..
nt nice oredi..
sob sob..
wateva.. will cure by itself in a few days' time.. :P



tmr sch start again..
oh ya.. nd 2 pass de loa.. gt 2 rmb 2 make copies of de death cert n get cashcard fr my dad!!
bye~ gotta slp.. will write again tmr.. i tink..
Sunday, November 5

finally after so so so many days den i start my own blog lorx..
these few days i was in msia cos of my grandfather's funeral..
den i was tinking how is my funeral gg 2 b?
(i noe is sort of unlucky 2 tink of how's my funeral gg 2 b)
but
wat if..
i juz die de next moment??
so i tink thru 4 awhile abt de details of how's my funeral gg 2 b..
N
finally i tot of smth nice..
i wan my funeral 2 b in de theme of white n blue..
i wan a glass house n lots lots lots of curtains covering de windows..
den i dun wan having de funeral 2 b quiet..
mayb i might wan it 2 always hav music on..
but is nt filled wid de traditional kind of music..
instead is filled wid pop songs.. hahas..
where gt ppl de funeral so noisy de lorx.. muz b peaceful during tat time..
but i wan it different fr others ma..
so muz b noisy.. smtimes i cant stand 2 b quiet.. esp im alone lorx..


i seem 2 give alot of tots 2 it huh?
kind of scary sia.. when u read all those posts.. hahas..
it's nvr too early 2 get prepare lorx..
i noe y i wan a glass house le..
cos tat's my dream house..
i tink mayb i cant afford 2 hav tat kind of house when im living..
so when i die i shall grant my little wish..


de 1st psychology tut wich was last wk le..
de tutor ask us do a relationship test lorx
since im curious abt my tinking so i did it b4hand lorx


de test goes liddat.. (hav fun doing de test! ;P)
1. u r nt alone. u r walking in de woods. hu r u walking wid?
2. while u r walking u saw an animal. wat kind of animal is it?
3. wat interaction takes place btw u n de animal?
4. u walk deeper in de woods. u enter a clearing n b4 u is ur dream house. describe ur dream house.
5. is ur drem house surrounded by a fence?
6. u enter de house. u walk 2 de dining area n c de dining rm table. describe wat u c on n arund de dining table.
7. u exit de house thru de back door. lying in de glass is a cup. describe de material of de glass.
8. wat do u do wid de cup?
9. u walk 2 de edge of de property, where u find urself standing at de edge of a body of water. wat type of body of water is it?
10. how will u cross de water?








de interpretation goes liddat:
1. de person u walking wid u is de most person in ur life.
2. de size of de animal is de representative of ur preception of de size of ur problems.
3. de severity of de interaction u hav wid de animal is representative of how u deal wid ur problems.
4. de size of ur dream house is representative of de size of ur ambition 2 reslove ur problems.
5. no fence is indictative of an open personality. ppl r welcome at all times. de presence of a fence indicates a close personality. u wuld ppl nt 2 drop by unannounced.
6. if ur ans did nt include food, ppl, or flowers den u generally nt happy.
7. de durability of de material wid wich de cup is made of is representative of de perceived duability of ur relationship wid de person named in nO. 1 above.
8. ur dispostion of de cup is representative of ur attitude towards de person in nO. 1.
9. de size of de body of water is representative of de size of u sexual desire.
10. how wet u get in crossing de water is indicative of de relative imptance of ur sex life.