was kinda bored..
so stare at wat my baby cousin doing..
den find she's really cute..
hahas..
so fun n tiring to hav a toddler at home..



looking at her..
i somehow gt dis tot.. i wan to dote on her..
b close wid her..
b big sister to her.. nt juz cousin.. more than a cousin..
like a real sister to her..
dun noe y i gt dis tot sia..



oh ya.. talking abt her playing toys juz now..
she's oso being v v v random..
one moment she's playing her toys..
de other moment she's shouting at me..
as if i snatch away her toys sia..
hahas..




talking abt her being random..
she likes to attitude ppl too..
at home.. she LOVES to attitude me..
but likes to stick around me n play..
funny ar?
hahas..
i poor tink ar.. kena attitude by a real small kid..





my mum keeps saying tat when she grows up..
she sure start alot of arguements wid me de..
cos now she will start arguing wid me alr..
except we all dun understand wat exactly she says lorx..
LOL!! hahas..




today..
cant say it's exciting.. oso cant say it's boring..
spent almost de whole day wid huiyi..
nt really wid huiyi.. but beside her..
to study..
we went pasta mania to hav lunch 1st..
n we went to popular to get papers..
those coloured papers..
im intending to get more..
to make alot of tinks..
cos quite alot of frens de bday coming..
hahas..


oh yes.. after popular we went to ntuc..
cos huiyi girl wan to get water..
den i realise tat i forget to bring sweater..
luckily when we went to library..
we gt de L-shaped seats..
if nt i might get frozen in de reference section de..
hahas..





den studying halfway thru..
huiyi will always by default take a small nap over there..
v random rite?
den here came hui kiat..
was surprised to c him there..
cos he was waiting for his gf..
so he came library n study 1st while waiting..





now benji is stressing over a small matter..
but i tink he's really responsible guy..
den he doesnt wan to break promise at all..
hmm.. nice guy ar?
he's caring.. gives u de attention when u wan to talk..
but he forgets my name!! -.-
after like talking a few times to me lorx..





sianness..
my name nt tat easy to rmb ma?





i hav dis attitude..
if i encounter any problems.. i will juz take it like nth..
take it slowly n w/o stress..
like doing de problem as if i solve de problem so often n v easily..
n i dun noe if dis attitude is gd anot..
hahas..




okie.. i tink i will stop here today..
nth much to blog oso..
lol.. when i scroll up n c.. den realise i type quite alot sia..
den i still say nth much to blog.. hahas..

i guess i get frustrated easily nowadays..
i dun noe y..
i shall promise myself to change for de better..



juz now i was super pissed off wid my bro n mum..
talk abt my bro.. fed up..
i dun noe y he can juz stand my mum's nagging n juz continue wid his game..
i noe de game is real addictive..
but nd to put a stop at a certain timing rite?


n plus he's having o's dis yr..
which is like less than 2 months to it lorx..
i was tinking tat when im having mine.. dis time i will b studying for mini tests.. n mini tests.. n mini tests..
dun noe y.. his sch seems kinda slack in tat lorx..
i dun noe shld i say im worried for him or wat..
but normally me n my bro's relationship nt tat close la.. ya.. is nt close..




n oso i wan shout out real loud!
STOP BLAMING OF EVERYTHING!! YES! EVERYTHING!!
juz bcos something goes wrong doesnt mean nd to blame anyone..
65% of de time is somebody's fault.. 35% of de time is NOBODY'S FAULT!
n de 65% is nt juz one person's fault.. there are still so many ppl involved in de matter..





i really agree wid dis saying i came across recently..
"When you are arguing with your loved ones, PLEASE dont bring up those past matters."
de arguement will sure plus guarantee continue for real real real real real real real long..
n everyone will get real hurt even, given whichever party..




tat's y i super hate it when there's symptoms of arguement..
my whole day will b thumbs down le..
okie.. enough of rambling..





i keep fantasing of my own future..
i keep tinking tat i will b a real great fashion designer..
n den i will b flying here n there..
n den i will b super rich..
n able to dress myself up v nicely n tat..



i oso hav another fanatsy..
hahas..
tat i will b able to fly..
how do i start flying lei..
1st u start hopping..
n den u will b able to start flying..
but v few times(more than rarely less than occasionally) u nd to hop somemore on trees or smth to get some more energy..
hahas.. great fanatsy ar?




im been dreaming i will b hop n fly many many times le..
oh yes.. another dream of mine..
im being de 3rd party.. juz watching de show fr audience's pt of view..
de scene is there r a few mountains around.. den there's purple smoke around..
suddenly i saw there's a big dragon.. black wings.. n de most part of body is black..
except for de stomach area.. is purplish white..
den it held captive a princess..
den dis knight (prince charming) is climbing de mountain to save de princess..
but at dis pt.. i suddenly became de princess or smth den start to fall fr de mountain..
den de prince caught hold of me n bring me back to his castle safely..
*beams* =D i like dis ending..




hahas..
my mood is better now..
hope tmr i will b more better.. heehee..
tmr hav cac tut n cra tut..
dun really like cra.. cac still okie.. loves tax de best.. =) btm oso nt bad lei..
hahas.. random..
i will post more ba.. ~

i suddenly had dis tot..
i wan to delete my negative tots totally..
i dun wan to b v v v sensitive in all de areas..
sensitive when is needed..
if nt i will b de most unhappy person in de whole wide world..



i nd to b satisfied wid wat i hav now..
wonderful frens..
pls.. sabrina.. pls dun change to b worser..
change to b better..
dun change to a nasty person..
someone tat cooperate wid ppl..
someone tat finds faults here n there..
pls dun b someone tat's liddat..



if i will b tat kind of person..
i guess i wont b happy anymore..
no more frens..
no more nt-tat-serious moments..
no more playing wid frens..




erm..
i guess my tots sure can link to dun noe where la..
okie.. stopping le.. *erasing tots*
hahas..


been abit confused dis few days..
been tinking abt issues..
i tink my heart is numb cold le ba..



oh ya.. random..
i really have a thing for babies and small kids..
mayb i really can work real well wid kids..
i shld further into childhood ba..
hahas..



i tink dis post is de most random post i hav posted ever since..
hahas..
im bored..
bored wid de way my life is now..
i nd nt juz some but alot alot alot alot alot alot of excitement now..
is nt juz short entertainment for a short short while.. but real excitement..
hahas..