i dread looking at my hp nowadays..
i dread de missing-someone feeling..
i dread de waiting-for-someone feeling..
i dread de boredom when i wasnt given anytink to do..
i dread de sian-ness of life..
i dread de waking early to do anytink..
i dread me being weak..
i dread myself being stupid..
i dread myself to be fat..
i dread myself to be short..
i dread myself being so weak again n again..
i dread myself being afraid of so many tinks..
i dread myself being so emotionally-weak..
i dread myself being ... ...
omg.. i dread myself so many tinks?
am i considered as unhappy soul?
i dun wan!
i feel so teary nowadays.. -.-
hmm..
i guess i hav slp den tmr will b better?
hahas..
okie.. updates tmr to c if i get any better? =D
