SHE.HER.

Sunday, September 28

i dread looking at my hp nowadays..
i dread de missing-someone feeling..
i dread de waiting-for-someone feeling..
i dread de boredom when i wasnt given anytink to do..
i dread de sian-ness of life..
i dread de waking early to do anytink..
i dread me being weak..
i dread myself being stupid..
i dread myself to be fat..
i dread myself to be short..
i dread myself being so weak again n again..
i dread myself being afraid of so many tinks..
i dread myself being so emotionally-weak..
i dread myself being ... ...

omg.. i dread myself so many tinks?
am i considered as unhappy soul?
i dun wan!
i feel so teary nowadays.. -.-
hmm..
i guess i hav slp den tmr will b better?
hahas..
okie.. updates tmr to c if i get any better? =D

Sunday, September 14

it's been 9 days since de last update..
okie.. on de SIP launch which is on mon..
i gt to noe tat i was attached to OCBC..
seems like those tat r attached to banks din get calls b4hand..

hmm.. im tasked to support almost de whole dept sia!
busy can?
help almost de whole dept..
but de prob is i even start learning de system..
n im alr busy le!
omg!
but den i like it.. heehee..
say im crazy!
i dun care..
like to b busy..

oh ya! rmb i was supposed to post up alot of pictures?
i made into sm ppt..
but den i will only post de slides up..
nt de whole ppt la..
who will go dl n c oso rite?
hahas..
oh ya.. talking abt working..
working = fat
working w/o walking much = even more fat..

is like after lunch i will either sitting down to do work or waiting to b given work lorx!
u c.. is all sitting down..
somemore i cant b standing to do work rite?
next time i go n work..
i MUZ suggest to my co tat we shld all stand up do work at least 1 hr after lunch lorx!
if nt sure hav big tights de!
HAHAS!!

okie.. i shall try if i can post up de slides anot!
*cross fingers n pray hard*
okie.. i went to print screen n crop it n do everythink wid it..
so i tink now i can post it up le finally!

okie.. dis 1st pic.. all de pics taken on de day 260408..
on fadilah's bday!
=D

okie.. dis one nt sure taken on which date..
i juz noe tat..
we r supposed to study after we clarify wid de tax cher..
den ended up we all start taking photos juz outside de cher's rooms can?
HAHAS!!
i saw a few familiar chers looking over..
LOL!!

okie.. is to celebrate eileen's bday!
is on 070808..
i made her a card!
din get de chance to take pic of it.. aiya..
nvm.. hahas..
did take pic wid main character.. eileen.. n oso wid esther..
heehee..

apparently i went k-boxing wid eileen n elaine!
hahas.. on 070908!
tat day though seems like im smiling real happy for de pics..
but b4 tat.. super pissed wid kbox ppl can?
de bill came in late n den 3 PPL came in to chase us out after only like seconds of interval lorx!
SICKENING SHIT!!
as if i wan to stay there long sia!
-.-
sickening.. told de last person off immediately he came in n chase out..
he juz shut up when i told him off..
if he dare to speak out.. I WILL SURE COMPLAIN TO MANAGERS!
oh ya! de stupid managers oso gt prob.. they like dun hav any other places to walk abt..
keep walking past our rm after 2 or 3 mins liddat..
-.-
u c la.. k box e hub branch de staff gt serious prob..
i shld try their service another time n c if they really hav serious prob..
if really.. im so gg to do service feedback form or smth.. or verbally oso can..

okie! too many pics taken so nd 2 parts.. dated 090908
hahas.. ppl present.. huiyi.. me.. jam.. n sanjee..
hmm.. can c tat we r having tons of fun ar?
heehee.. jam is prepared for photo taking! de top right corner of 1st pic is evidence!
im nt slapping him.. but doing sm choc mask for his face!
chocolate is good for skin! really!
there's ppl doing chocolate mask.. n spa or smth la..
hahas!
on de 2nd pic is mostly abt huiyi de.. since she's main character on tat day..
hahas..
oh ya.. on tat day me n huiyi dead fish le sia.. X_X
cos de night b4 went her house to stay over!
hahas!
spent almost de whole day watching shows can?
cos she had tuition.. left me n her mum at hm.. -.-
okie.. i was in de rm all time.. nvr come out..
hahas..
okie okie..
one of de pics in de 2nd part i like de most..
de one tat looks as if im telling story to huiyi..
"girl.. u c ar.. mummy last time v pretty de.. now oso v pretty de.. ... ..."
HAHAS!!
oh ya.. on tat day.. huiyi receive my, sanjee's n jam's presents..
de 'storybook', 'box' - fr me! 'bracelet' - sanjee! 'cake' - jam!
hahas..

de next 2 pics r sm of my favs.. so nt much explanation..
oh ya!
if any queries can ask me! =D
or even if u find im super pretty in those pics.. can ask fr me those pics de..
dun shy ar? hahas! =DDD

okie.. update some more other days ba..! =D

Friday, September 5

okie.. im bored..
super bored n sian..

anyway.. im eating m&m's chocolate!
dark chocolate one lei!
I LOVE DARK CHOCOLATE CAN?
but eat too much at once..
will get kinda sick of it..
cos it's real thick..

do u all hav tat feeling b4?
like u keep eating sweet stuffs..
den suddenly u juz carve for salty stuffs?
i do hav tat feeling lei!
cos i tink im been eating quite sweet stuffs for those nt so proper meals..
den kinda scared of sweet stuffs lei..
LOL!!
i tink ppl read le.. will go "eh.. i tot girls always like sweet stuffs de?"

me ar.. nt much a fan of sweet stuff..
so i prefer dark chocolate to milk chocolate lorx..

i oso like cheese! heehee..
i wonder if ppl celebrate bday wid cheesecake anot..
i wan cheesecake lei!
hahas!

OH YES!!
im excited!
cos im gg over to stay at huiyi's house on next mon!
YAY!! *jumping around in excitement*
she's oso excited tat im gg over her house n stay!
hahas!
im so gg to do so many tinks over there..
heehee..

AND!!
i forget to watch my fav show AGAIN!!
is like i forget 2 times le!!
now oso hav nice show lei!!
aiya!!
im missing so many NICE shows can?
HAIX!

who asks me wan to use comp lorx..
so give up on watching tv lorx..
anyway.. even if there's dvd out for those shows i miss..
i wont buy..
is like i watch once le.. den will leave it lying there de..
so waste of money!

JAM IS CRAZY!!
he's like "eh.. dun blog me gg showering hor!"
who wan to blog abt him la..
i rather blog smth else more interesting! (though i blog abt his dis entry)
heehee..

oh yes!
nowadays de favourite topic among me, esther, elaine, n eileen..
is abt eileen's love life..
n they juz like to b matchmaker lorx!
talking abt eileen's love life..
den oso can drag me in lorx..
saying on esther's tagboard.. tat anyone wanna noe me den can leave tag at esther's tagboard..
SIAO!
i can take care of my own sia..
is eileen tat needs help la!
N I WILL HELP ALOT DE!! (dun worry hor! eileen!) *cheeky grin*
HEEHEE!! *having evil tots in my mind*
oh yes.. they all love to talk abt marriage dis few days oso!
CRAZY!! they imagining me wid tons of babies.. n all r mine.. SIAO!

eh..
okie..
i dun noe how to continue lei..
hmm..
okie.. last sat i was whole day tuitioning n watching tv..
last sun went out wid huiyi, hayaty n sheetal!
is to celebrate huiyi's bday.. sheetal's bday n oso her leaving for osip..
she's leaving for australia..
n huiyi wans her to bring live kangaroo..
so tat she can c if kangaroos really hav pouch..
HAHAS!!
mon..
i hav tuition.. yingping wanted to ask me out on mon de.. but i was kinda lazy..
n oso wanted to get busy wid sm stuff.. but din really do it in de end! hahas..

tues..
i went out wid yingping.. cos mon din go wid her..
she wans to job hunt.. so accompany her lorx..
she went intentional plaza.. tat place SO scary can?
tat place has a few job agencies..
but we only manage to go fill up forms in kelly..
den i heard my agent's name..
but dun noe where's she la..
nvr c her b4 either.. amazing rite?
hahas..
den we came back to tamp.. de mrt is super packed la!
sickening.. wanted to eat subway..
n walked there n DEN we saw de place constructing..
-.-
so idiotic can?
my legs aching cos of de mrt 'ride' (stand) n all de walking..
den yingping oso say i had v gd determination/perservance..
hahas.. compliment lei! heehee..
den we went kfc instead..
hmm.. we went popular n ntuc to get stuffs..
n den was at de interchange le..
liling call!
din noe she went to work le until yingping told me!
hahas.. wat kind of fren am i sia..
i tink i will get retribution sia.. cos i kind of neglect lots of frens lei..
or i can juz reply their msges like de day after or 2 days after..
haix..

wed..
tuitioning somemore..
i wan to get more tuition! tuition as in i tutoring de kids..
so any lobang can tell me!
hahas..
mum wan to go out.. but when my tuition ends n i drag..
den heavy downpour when we actually preparing to go out..
so decided nt to go out.. stayed at hm..
watched "BROWN SUGAR MACCHIATO"
de show damn comical la! n v lame oso!
HAHAS.. hmm.. i like wang zi from bang bang tang..

de pic is wang zi! HANDSOME RITE?
in de show.. he's de smart one..
i oso like de girl tat really likes him in de show.. gui gui (ghost) HAHAS!!

thurs!
somemore tuitioning..
went to chinese physician wid parents..
den to m1..
den we went to popular..
den went to eat..
n den big book bookshop..
den dis funny ah pek wid his 2 grandsons i tink..
keep turning around n look..
while im choosing wrapper..
wat's so nice to look sia!
choosing wrapper only nia.. -.-
so i choose le.. damn faster siam..

fri!
tuitioning..
den supposed to meet huiyi at her house to go gym..
den she sian den i oso become sian too..
so postpone to next mon!
we muz do it on next mon sia!
it's a must!
so continue wid more 'brown sugar macchiato'
getting a little interesting le..
cos wang zi getting interested in gui gui le!
after like 123456789 tinks tat gui gui do to get his attention!

dis part onwards will b wat im intending to do! hahas!
sat..
tuitioning!
religious class at my house..

sun!
K-BOXING wid eileen n elaine!
we hav a so wonderful plan tat muz execute on tat day!

mon!
sip launch.. back to sch..
overnight stay at huiyi's house!

tues!
out wid huiyi, jam n sanjee!
we still haven decide where to go sia!
-.-

wed onwards will b start of my sip le!
till now i still dun noe im attached to which co..
i was tinking issit cos my co doesnt nd me to fill up application forms so i nvr get call fr them..

though im having SIP..
IM STILL AVAILABLE!
date me ppl!
hahas..

okie la.. i shall go get busy wid my stuff le..
type real long le!