SHE.HER.

im v v v v confused now..
can smbody save me fr dis stupidness??

im feeling awkward..
feeling confused..
feeling angry wid myself..
feeling sad..
feeling tired..
feeling lethargic..
feeling tat im in nowhere..
feeling insecure..
feeling tat im gg 2 explode smhow..
feeling tat im gg 2 die..

but i dun tink he noes tat..
or feels tat way either..
it's too painful n hurting 2 b ignored..
i dun wan 2 b one-sided again..
im sick n tired of tat..
tat always make me feel insecure..
nobody will noe how insecure i am now..
i noe tat there's other ppl feeling worser than me..
but i cant care much la..

it's coming back..
i dread tat de same episode of history will come back again..
i dun wan..
n i dun tink tat i can take it another time..
please sabrina..
dun get too deeply involved again..
stop it..
u r such an idiot..

how can he like u either?
u r tinking way way way too much le..
he's juz being friendly..

GET OUT OF MY MIND LA!!
haix..

i tink im getting crazy le..
muz stop le..
write another time when im feeling more better..
OH STUPID SABRINA!