i nvr been blogging since long le..
im finally free 2 blog le..
now having break..
as in holidays..
hmm.. so dis entry might b a long 1 i tink..
it's raining now again..
today whole day's been raining non-stop sia..
haix.. luckily sort of done wid my shopping of prezzies..
tmr i gotta 2 wrap them up..
if nt enuf gotta buy smmore..
im gg bankrupt liao la..
nvm.. gg 2 wk as temp teacher tmr..
my last time de childcare person msg me..
ask me 2 wk for 4 hrs..
finally gg back there n c them le..
i wonder if they still rmb me anot lorx..
n oso wich students will i teach tmr lorx..
i tink tmr de mood during de project will b quite sian ba..
mayb ba..
c how ba..
my fren's gg 2 help me do my nails.. hee..
hmm..
now my brain lyk cant focus lei..
alot of tinks gg on at de same time lorx..
im so gg 2 get myself back 2 de old self..
where i will get happy over even small stuffs n so carefree..
haiya.. dun talk abt those unhappy stuffs..
those unhappy feelings will soon go away le..
hmm..
rmb tat when i gt 2 papers on thrus..
de 2 most dread papers lorx..
both on de same day la..
so de day b4 de 1st paper of thrus im oredi so worried abt de 2 papers..
cos de 2nd paper i din study finish lorx..
sianx..
so damn scared..
wanted 2 talk 2 smbody..
but look at de contact list hu r online..
only left him tat can clam me i tink?
so talk 2 him..
den he said gd luck n asked me 2 jia you(sm sort of cheering la)
den ltr in de midnite..
b4 i went 2 slp im still scared
so ask him 2 cheer me up again..
hee..
he cheered n wish me gd luck n said tat i can do it de (in chi)
hahas..
but ended up im still scared 4 de 2nd paper..
so since in btw de papers there's time..
i went hm n studied lorx..
wa.. tell u ar..
tat's 1st time im so scared 4 smth la..
im scared till i cant eat properly..
den gt stomachache.. feeling giddy n worst.. wan 2 vomit lorx..
but ltr when im done wid my studies..
i can eat more down.. but still hav mild stomachache..
oh man.. my left hand abit cold now lei..
n i wan 2 learn yoga la..
i noe both no link la.. but i wan 2 learn yoga n my left hand is cold..
hahas..
oh ya.. took sm pics of de baby tat my mum babysit de..
he's damn cute la..
u will c y in those pics n de tinks im gonna say..
1st.. he will climb up de sofa wid 1 hand grabbing de pillow u c in de pic..
okie.. he's nt so pro la..
so wid our help of supporting his butt.. he manage 2 get into tat position..
dis time round he oso gt a biscuit on his right hand.. hahas..
den turns right n look..
2nd.. he now turns left n look..
hahas..
he looking as if he wans 2 cross road lorx..
u gotta look right left right.. den u can cross de road..
hahas..
n he has lots of actions.. while sitting on de sofa lorx..
de next few pics will show sm of his actions.. 
u c la.. dun he has lots of actions?
hahas..
still lots more.. i din take pic of lorx..
den next 2 pics r de cutest ones lorx..
issit he cute in dis pic? idin even ask him 2 smile lei..
he juz knew there's a camera over there taking him.. den he smiles le..
hahas..
is a pity tat i din get enough time 2 zoom in lorx..
if nt will b cuter than de previous photo lorx..
dis time he's laughing lorx..
c he really noes how 2 relax la..
went 2 take another pillow n place it at de back lorx..
i tink it's enough 4 today liao ba..
gg 2 talk abt de sunday trip wid my religious in de next post ba..
nd 2 slp la.. gotta do project n wk ltr de lorx..
omg.. it's 318 am liao la..
nd 2 wake up at 815 liddat lorx..
mum n dad will surely scold if they knew tat..
ends wid tots of de moment ba..
tots of de moment: i nd 2 push myself up again..
2 de old self where im happy n carefree..
