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Sunday, December 10

oh man..
i cant believe it..
im missing amelia, my mummy liao le..
tink she oredi in thai liao..
she went there wid her family 4 holiday..
n me lei.. all alone in spore suffering..
sob sob..


AMELIA IM MISSING U LE..
bet she's busy sneezing now.. cos im missing her..
hahas..


i noe i shld b busy studying now..
but will b sian too de ma..


oh man.. im dwelling on him again..
i sort of broke my promise to amelia lei..
sorry..
but i juz cant stand nt tinking of him lorx..
im tinking shld i give him up?
liddat i wont feel so worse till i hav illusions..
i tink im having illusions la..
omg.. liang shan bo yu zhu li ye is so nice sia..
is a song la..



shld i or nt?
after de exams..
im gonna make meself busy wid gg out, running,
gg 2 gym, projects n lots more..
i shant make meself having any moment tat i can tink of him..




tat will b a deal to meself..
liddat i wont get too depressed..
but hor..
i cant believe i cant get any1 2 go out wid me on fri lorx..
i wan 2 go out on fri lei..
smbody come n date me..
i dun wan 2 stay at hm!!



i dun wan 2 study now..
cos my mind now is oredi in de i-dun-wan-2-do-anytink mood le..
nd sm1 to talk to.. or sm1 2 scold me 2 go n study..
but hor..
in de day my mood nt liddat de lei..
how come ar?
haiya..
tink i beta go back n study ba..
if nt really gt ppl come n scold me..



n thanks to esther-jie..
she saw my last few entries i tink..
den came 2 cheer me up..
thanks..
i din tot tat anybody will come n cheer me up or smth lorx..
oh man.. i realise i din drink any single drip of water since morning?
i muz take care of meself lyk wat i promise amelia..
den liddat can go out wid her..


shall go back to studies liao ba..
end wid tots of de moment..
tots of de moment: i wan 2 shout out 2 him tat: he has no right 2 barge into my mind.. n cause all de pains im having now.. AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!