SHE.HER.

i tink love really really hurts..
when u luv tat person but tat person dun lyk u back..

i guess im a living eg..
i was reading a post of fren of mine..
quite true ar..
u r lucky if u lyk tat sm1 n tat sm1 oso lyk u back..
it's really easy 4 u 2 fall in luv wid smbody
but it's difficult 2 let de person noe u like him/her..
n when u say it le..
he/she might juz avoid u or
even worse reject u in ur face..

i guess i din really experience de extreme cases ba..
but still im hurt..
n i tink it hurts me badly..
n plus fr other past stuffs tat i tot wont hurt me..
all de hurting effects come 2 me now..
so im hurt lyk siao..
im badly injured..
at left side of my chest.. my heart..
i dun noe my heart is fragile or tiny or wateva..
but i noe it's trying 2 b tough..
n trying nt 2 b so fragile..

i was tinking..
if i hav made de right choice den..
2 tell him..
shld i hav juz secretly admire him fr sm hidden corners??
or issit bcos i did smth wrong b4 i tole him tat?
den scare him off or turn him off or smth else??
sm1 ans me wat did i do?
or prehaps tell me wat shld i do now?
shld i juz sit down n wait lyk an idiot..
waiting 4 sm miracles will happen..
den liddat i juz hope miracle do happen on me..

smtimes i juz feel tired sia..
tinking of all these stuffs..
lyk i gt nt enough of tinks 2 care n bother n worry abt lorx..
i nd smbody 2 save me fr dis ordeal..
it's v painful 4 me..
really v v v painful..
it's unbearable..

haix.. i guess i write till here ba..
write in smmore ltr in de day ba..
signing off..